Christmas....

The night before Christmas eve I took the device off for one reason or another. What that reason was, I don't remember now. Doesn't really matter either.

On Christmas eve, we took a little trip to a family members home to celebrate. As we crawled into bed, I mentioned to her that we hadn't replaced the cage.

I kind of irritated her, I think. I have pestered her a little too much about teasing. I offered her the opportunity to before I put the cage back on (sort of expecting a dismissive remark). She rolled over toward me and stroked my dick for a couple of minutes and then leaned over and bit the shit out of me. Now she has bitten before, and I like it, but this was different. It was certainly not done with enthusiasm.

We talked a little bit last night (12-30-14) about longevity and my curiosity regarding long-term wear with limited release. Trying to make a bit of a game of it.

I would love to ring in the new year with a little mommy/daddy time. Especially considering she came to me last night with her and her boyfriend want to get together on Friday. Plans are still in development stage, and if past history repeats itself, it isn't likely to happen. But we'll see.

Reset

The clock started over a week ago. Just now getting around to making note of it, but at least it is done.

I did have one day out for a bit of irritation. Conferring with my bride and keyholder, she decided that starting the clock over was unnecessary, so it does continue on.

1 week, 4 days.

Starting the clock over again.

We played with some Christmas stuff, and took some pictures. One thing led to another and.... Well, the cage came off. Not complaining one bit. Not exactly what I had been thinking of, but who am I to argue with my Queen?

Pictures of her wrapped in red and silver and gold garland, against a red wall with white down lights. That was fun. I wrestled around in the cage the whole time.

I need to talk to her about longevity.

Reset the clock.

Going to try to keep an accurate count of days locked up.

I have a couple of timers set up on my tablet that I use to keep track of how long I am locked up, but I reset the timer after certain events (sex or masturbation), failing to record the duration. My plan is to log the duration from now on. Currently, I am only monitoring days, weeks and months. Days turn into a week rather quickly. Weeks however, they don't go by as fast... Yet...

My curiosity wonders how long I can go.

One thing that came to mind a couple of days ago: since I have shown no real signs of distress (sores or raw skin) with this device, how long is she going to make me go now? In fact, I had a little sore from the 3000 when I got this one. It bothered me for a few days, and eventually healed up. Haven't had an issue for the last three or four days. I guess that will all play into my overall duration. We'll see.

At this time, I am at 5 days with the only time out is my weekly "housekeeping" (shave, inspect and cleaning).

Something I just realized that I have found interesting.

Alright, it has been a week since I last masturbated, and two since we last had sex. I have remained locked up since I jerked off a week ago. Not entirely strange except what seems to happen mentally from day to day.

Day one seems to be that transitional period where you have become accustomed to having access to your dick, and suddenly you don't anymore. There is a period where you tend to tug at it and pull at it. Seems like every move you make gets hung up on clothing, or you find yourself banging it into everything.

Day two is a little less of day one, and day three is even less.

Day four seems to be about the time that it is starting to sink in that your access to your own body is limited. This is primarily true in the evenings and at night when things are settled down. This is when I begin to notice the weight and the gentle pull. This is when I find my hands unconsciously reaching to that area. Of course, the extra attention causes a little arousal which in turn causes pressure within the cage as the penis attempts to get hard. It's that bit that I like the most. The inability to get erect despite any outside stimulus. 

Heading into the following days, the above plays out over and over, again and again. Each time being just a little more pleasantly frustrating. After a while, that too will become common place and eventually come to an end.

Part of the reason for this play coming to an end is, I am the only one showing any interest.

Post initial comments about the new cage.

I have been wearing the unit almost non-stop since Friday evening. I have only taken it off a couple of times to adjust or address an ingrown hair. I did experience a little discomfort on Saturday while running some errands, but I attribute that to acclimation since this one sits differently from the CB series.

I have been doing some research online comparing similar units, and have come to the conclusion that this is the same unit sold by several online and adult stores for five or six times the cost. It is usually called the birdcage chastity. Thus far, I am happy with the purchase, and think that within a few days, I should be turning the keys over to my Queen permanently.

I have also been toying with locks. The one that is supplied with the unit seems rather flimsy, but sits better on the unit. The Master lock that came with the CB is definitely a more solid lock (considering that it is little more than a luggage lock), but rests sideways on the chastity, and tends to snag on clothing.

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Last night, I decided to commit to this device full time. I had originally planned to do daily spot checks on myself and the cage, but at the rate that I have been getting used to it, I figured turning over the keys was just the best ideal. She now holds the keys once again. I can only hope that she decides to take interest in it this time. She did allow me to masturbate before my full commitment.

Now, the appropriate timers have been reset.

New cage is here.

Alright, so my last post was regarding what was hopefully to be an upgrade to the CB series cages that I have been wearing. Well, it finally arrived (much earlier than projected).

Initial impressions:

Packaging was simple but effective. Just a plastic mailing envelope with an address label. The address label wasn't terribly impressive. Yes, it got to me, but the return address didn't disguise the general contents. Personally, I am not concerned about it, but I can imagine how some might be a little more than embarrassed.

The contents were well wrapped and protected. The cage, ring and lock were wrapped in tissue paper. That was placed in a black, drawstring bag. All of that was in a plastic bag, then wrapped with plastic padding, and finally shoved into the plastic envelope with shipping label.

The ring portion that I chose is nearly identical in internal diameter as the CB series ring #2. That is what I have been wearing for the most part since we started this several months ago. It has a single post welded to it with a hole for the lock to pass through, and two smaller holes to accept two smaller posts on the cage.

The cage part is slightly longer than the Curve. The only downside to this is the same as it has always been.... I am not exactly endowed enough to warrant a cage this long. However, it seems that unless you are custom ordering, there is a bit of a "one size fits all" mentality.

Construction seems solid, although some of the welds appear marginal, there are no sharp edges or jagged points. Nothing apparent that suggests that it might cut, poke, stab, slice, or otherwise make me bleed.

This finish appears to be uniform.

So far, for thirty five bucks, I'm rather impressed.

Now, to try it on... I took off the Curve (I have been wearing that in order to get used to dealing with the longer cage for about a week or so) and took a shower. Beforehand, I soaked the new unit in alcohol to ensure its cleanliness.

I put the ring portion on (as with any solid cock ring) balls first, then shaft. Centered up the post and proceeded to slip the cage on and locked it into place.

The ring is very comfortable, and the cage is almost unnoticeable. I'm rather surprised that the whole unit isn't heavier. When we think of a metallic object that is roughly the same size and shape as a similar item manufactured from plastic, we assume that the metal version will be heavier. This isn't noticeably heavier, but it is markedly more comfortable.

Given that there is more access to the penis (all things considered), sensation is restored. The CB series units encompass so much of the flesh, and deny sensitivity at all, makes it seem as if there is a void where the penis is. This new cage doesn't prohibit sensations, so being able to touch and feel it, is actually a little alien considering what I haven't been able to feel over the last few months.

Well, with the aid of the Internet and a pair of headphones, I attempted an erection. No luck. So, I guess it works as advertised?

Pulling my penis out is rather easy (it was with the CB series as well), but the point isn't whether you can get out or not. There are devices that are certainly more secure, but definitely they will cost much more.

New cage coming...

Apparently, my skin is rather sensitive. Especially in the area effected by the cage. The CB-6000s doesn't really breathe all that well either. How some guys can say that is a permanent cage for them makes me wonder how.

After about two days in, I start to get a little sensitive at the base of the shaft where it meets the scrotum. Day three brings a itch that I obviously can't reach because of the limited access to that particular area. By day four, the itch turns into a burn that just won't subside. Day five is unbearable. I have to take it off, and I find the skin on the entire length of the shaft to be raw, broken, and bleeding from time to time. This is supposed to be fun and tormentingly torturous, not Crusades Era convert or die torture.

Coconut oil was recommended to me, and it does help immensely with the healing, but doesn't really provide much for long-term use while caged.

Hand lotion worked well for a while, but still only provided for three or four days until I could take no more.

Wet silicone lube was the best for longevity, but even at that, only gave me a few extra days.

We finally decided to take a chance on a steel cage. We understand that it is a Chinese knock off, and don't really expect much out of it quality wise. It is more of an experiment to see if there will be a similar issue.

If this experiment fails, then we have spent $30 and have learned that we have to take small breaks to allow the skin time to recover.

If it is a success, we will likely spend the money and get a high quality unit (I have been looking at the Mature Metal Jailbird). This also means that I could possibly be in the thing forever.

There is a part of me that kind of hopes it doesn't work. I mean, I do like my freedom from time to time. Recently, however, the only real freedom I get is when I am healing. Once the wounds are gone, I promptly throw the cage back on, like a good little boy.

I have had periodic releases in the last couple of months, but I really do miss jerking off. I could use a long, slow session right about now. Don't get me wrong. I love sex with my wife. But there's just times that doing the work yourself is quite fulfilling.

Just venting a little here...

If you don't want to read some, what may be exceptionally irrational, venting, please skip this post and move on to the next one.

As anyone who really knows me can attest, I am quite prone to incomprehensible rants that seem to have no real point. This will likely be one of those. More likely than not, this will sound like a lot of bitching and moaning. As screwed up as it sounds, I only say and type things as they come to mind. At least this way I can put all the shit in the right order.

I am so fucking frustrated right now, I can hardly see straight. I want to pull her close and hold her, and at the same time I want to grab her by the hair and tell her her all the crap that is on my mind.

I know we have our difficulties and differing views on many things. Our nonexistent sex life being one of them. I know sex isn't everything, but it is a big thing. Whether she thinks so or not.

To her, sex (at least with me) is a chore. Along the lines of doing dishes, running errands or cleaning the house. Anything sexual or sensual is just another one of those things she has to do.

We have talked about this many times, and we both have to to the same conclusion : neither of us are fully satisfied with each other in sexual terms. She needs help to be turned on enough to initiate sex. Be it books or a titillating talk with her boyfriend (long story), but I'm supposed to be appreciative of how much he turns her on and sends her to me. He lives four fucking hours away. All three of us know that if he were closer, she would be running off to him. So fuck that.

I have certain kinks that have gone unrequited for many years simply because she isn't in to them. Bondage being the most prominent of those. I have dealt with and satiated that particular desire with less than spectacular self-bondage sessions (I find it hard to get completely satisfied when I have to be able to release myself at a moments notice, which means it really isn't as secure as I would like.) and Internet porn. Watching videos, imagining that I was the one who tied her up, or that I am in that position. Yes, I like being on both sides of the rope.

Now, to be fair, there are a few things that have emerged in our more intimate lives that hadn't existed before. Things that neither of us had ever contemplated before. The more we experience, the more I find myself wanting to be at her feet. Owned and possessed completely. There is no one else that I can see myself giving myself up so freely for... At least for now.

Whiiiich brings me back to the subject of this blog. Mind you, I am leaving out a lot of topics. These are the ones that tend to create the most tension when they do come up.

As we rapidly approach four months, I find myself feeling rather discouraged. She has no direction (we have discussed it, so it isn't an accusatory statement). She doesn't know what it is that she wants out of it.

To be honest I'm not sure if I know quite what it is that I am looking for, but for now, some goal to work toward might be a good start. Maybe a little teasing, or some sort of attention or recognition of my particular circumstance.

And then she does something like last night (been writing this for a little over a day now). She comes home from work,  shuts the door, and has me pleasure her. (Exactly the kind of treatment that I have been craving). Mind you, this kind of thing has happened before, but it is so rare and random it's frustrating (in a bad way) and not sexually/mentally frustrating (humbling/humiliatingly) that gears me up so much.

My mind is generally disorganized chaos. To be able to focus one task, even for a few minutes gives me the chance to settle the storms in my head. If I can focus that attention on her, it not only clears my mind, but makes me happy (when she gets off) and her relaxed (when she gets off).

I am finding that I am not so concerned with my own release as much as I once was. As long as she gets hers, I'm happy. Mine used to come just whenever the urge struck me. Most likely because I figured someone should get off....might as well be me.

Added note: This was actually written a couple of weeks ago. I had forgotten that it hadn't been published until just now.

Monday, September 29 2014

Has been a little while since I have made an update so I thought it might be time.

My 6000s broke last week. I have been able to repair it, but have been out of it for a few days until I could get it fixed. Not to mention that it pinched the hell out of me when it came off.

A dab of superglue and all is better now. Going to hold off putting it back on until the poison ivy has run its course. Got it on my hands, arms and feet last Sunday, and I sure as heck don't want it spreading to that area and not be able to take care of it.

UPDATE : Monday, October 13th

Broke a second ring. At this point I have realized that a more radical answer was needed. I found all the pieces from the broken ring and repaired that. Once that was setup and cured, I assembled the rest of the ring portion and with liberal doses of superglue, I basically welded the parts together. Now it is a solid ring with the cage, spacer, and locking pin separate pieces. Seems to be working just fine.

Also a note that does deserve recognition (you know who you are), I am no longer using the Wet lubricant. I was beginning to experience flaking skin all over the area. It was suggested that I try coconut oil. Within just a few days, the flaking skin had gone away, and the remnant scabs left over from the healing from just being rubbed raw wiped away. A week later, and very little attention to the equipment is needed throughout the day.
I do, however, still remove the device every day for hygiene and cleaning. Once all is dried, I oil up and back into my prison. (I think I have an understanding as to what inmates in solitary feel like... Three hots and a couple.)

Still holding out for some attention or teasing. We did have sex a few nights ago. For me it went far too quickly. I would have loved for it to have lasted longer. There were things working against us that morning. Our kids and/or their friends could have walked in at any moment. BUT we got it done. When I was done, she made me go down and clean her up. I can't describe how turned on I was when she made that simple demand.

Thursday, September 11th 2014

Had to take a few days out of the cage because I had gotten a little raw in a couple of places. I caught it early enough that it wasn't too bad. After a couple of days to heal, I started wearing it again for part of the day for a few days, then longer periods (kind of like when I was first getting used to it in the first place).

Because of the sores that seem to pop up after about three weeks in, we have looked at some of the metal cages. Although expensive, I think they will make a much better long term solution.

The #2 ring broke. Going to need to replace that ring. It broke where the posts pass through to complete the ring. Due to that, I have been trying to find a way to make the #1 ring be more secure. No such luck. I can make it where the balls don't pull through the ring, but I can easily slip the rest of me out and back in rather easily. Kind of defeats the purpose.

So, for now, I am in the #3 ring again. Not exactly the most comfortable ring, but for now it's the best thing I have.

Something I did notice when the cage was off is: my sex drive went through the roof. I wanted to jump on my wife and ride until sunrise every night. Even though I hadn't fully healed, I felt that I really needed to get back into the cage if only over night.

A Sunday morning shower with my Queen resulted in a release, and the end of a one month, one week period of celibacy. Another day, and I replaced the cage once again. I do remove it after my shower and ensure that the area is dry and free from any irritation before reapplying the device.

Pros and cons to each cage.

CB6000s

Pros:

Tucks neatly under most clothing. Virtually unnoticeable even in tighter street clothes.

Comfortable. Once the correct ring and pin is selected, you all but forget that it's there.

Cons:

Hygiene is more particular. Areas that are difficult to get to do not clean as easily, and parts that are completely covered do not dry out. This leaves the skin moist all the time and softens the skin to the point that it is easily abraded.
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CB-Curve

Pros:

For the average guy, it is much more comfortable due to its size and length. The same applies to ring size and pin length as far as overall comfort.

The more open design of the cage portion allows for more thorough cleaning and drying which helps protect the skin.

Cons:

The biggest drawback to the Curve is also its biggest asset.... Size. While it may be more comfortable to wear along with being easier to maintain cleanliness, it doesn't mask very well under tighter clothes.

Both units lend themselves to what I call "lock knock". Vigorous activities and certain movements can cause the lock to bang against the cage. This noise may be more perceived to the wearer than noticed by others. This can be easily addressed by using one of those elastic bands that ladies use to pull their hair back. Double the band over the cage and pull it up over the lock. No more lock bounce, and not noticeable to the wearer.
The thickness and width of the rings is an unavoidable consequence. Because of the material used (acrylic) the rings have to be considerably larger than the metal counterparts. In my opinion, the ring is the least comfortable part of the whole set up.

Manual transmissions and the CB-6000s

How I have managed to make as many entries as I have so far, and not mention driving is beyond me, but here goes...

There are times when it is down right miserable. Like when your nuts are swollen and nothing you do will relieve the pressure.

Other times, it's not too bad, so long as everything is adjusted right.

Automatics aren't so bad since there is no clutch pedal. Mashing that pedal to the floor, effectively mashes your stones.

Tuesday, August 19th 2014

Just a little over two weeks straight now.

I changed out the cage yesterday morning, and didn't swap back into the Curve when I got home. Like I have experienced with the other two rings, the first few nights are pretty restless, and by morning, my balls are so swollen that it is uncomfortable to move. Not painful, but very tender. After being up for a while, the pressure tends to bleed off. By the time I get to work, everything should be fine.

I have been up for about an hour and a half, and while everything is still tight, it isn't painful any more. By first break, everything should be loose and comfortable.

Now for the not so pleasant bit. After two weeks without a physical release, be it sex or masturbation, I am experiencing a marked increase in discharge. There is the normal amount of male lubrication (pre-cum) that occurs when a guy is aroused for some time, then there is what I have noticed. Let's just say (for the sake of not being disgusting)... Considerable.

One more thing to mention: a small padlock is by far the most secure way to ensure that everything stays put. However, you may want to keep some things in your front pockets that can rattle around a little, or find some way to silence the lock. It will bang around a bit, and while you may not feel it bang around so much, it will make a little noise. Now in the production environment that I work in, that isn't really all that bad, and I have a bunch of rattley things on my belt, so the little bit of noise that it makes isn't even noticed there. On the other hand, in a quieter environment, such as an office or church, the sound may wind up drawing some unwanted attention. Thus the knick-knacks in your pocket.

Sunday, August 17th 2014

Just created this blog and updated it with previous entries made on my phone. I will be going back to edit and clean up the posts later (translation from stock phone application to this didn't translate very well in some cases).

Today marks two full weeks locked in. We have been changing out rings and cages over the last few days, but that is mainly due to trying to "train" everything into the next smallest ring. The third ring in the series is just a little too small for sleeping, but once I am active, the pressures seem to diminish as the morning goes on. By the time I make it to work, everything is about as "normal" as things are going to get.

What we have been doing is: I will go to work with the second largest ring and the 6000s cage. When I get home, I will shower and clean up, then wait for her to get home (on the days she doesn't work from home). Then she will give me the key and permission to remove that set-up and change to the next smaller ring and the Curve. That will stay in place until bedtime, when we swap the ring back out for the larger size up. In the morning, back into the 6000s I go, and off to work. I think it is time to change the cage and ring out to the smaller ring and 6000s for work, and sleep in the larger ring. May just have to do that tomorrow and see how that goes.

Just for reference, here are the ring sizes:

#1 - 2"
#2 - 1 7/8"
#3 - 1 3/4"
#4 - 1 5/8"
#5 - 1 1/2"

I still find it amazing that 1/8th of an inch can make a significant difference in the way everything fits and feels. From the rings to the pins, which also get shorter by 1/8th inch increments with 1 1/4" being the longest, to 1" being the shortest. That 1/8th of an inch can also mean the difference of staying put in the cage, or the boys being able to pull through at very inconvenient times, and most often quite uncomfortably. I had such a moment at work the other morning. Rather aggravating too, since I had had a key for just such a reason for the last few weeks. In case it came off during the work day, I had carried the extra key so that I could take the unit apart and get back into it. I had gone a couple of weeks without a pull through, so I returned the key to my wife so that she may have the full control. That next morning, I pulled.



A little back story to enlighten why and how we have come to this point. I have had interest in chastity for many years. It started off as a female chastity curiosity from something I saw in a touristy museum as a kid. When I got older, I learned that many of the devices found in those museums were generally made up and never really existed in the eras that they were claimed to be from, excepting for the ones designed to be a torture device.

A little more research turned up that the majority of chastity devices were designed not to keep the woman chaste, but to keep the man chaste. This is where the interest went from spark to fire. Suddenly, I find myself reading more and more about the devices and learning how they worked. I knew then that I needed to experience such a device if for nothing more than to feel it. The cost of these items were the most prohibitive part of it all.

My wife was able to come into a CB-Curve through a trade with a friend of hers. Now, my original thought was that it could be a fun toy to be used from time to time to add another facet to our sex life. However, knowing my bride as I do, I also knew that if it didn't become at least semi-permanent for a short period, that it would wind up in the bottom of our toy box and never get used. It would be a tragic waste of money. What I figured would be a week on, week off, week on, week off routine, quickly has become nearly 24/7 with very little break in the off times.

In all honesty, part of me likes the fact that she holds the keys. Another part of me just wants to jerk off once in a while, as well as have sex. Now, I don't have that option, and it is exciting, humbling, and frustrating, all at the same time.

All the more reason to "graduate" to a more permanent device. One of the phrases tossed around in the chastity community is: "If it ain't steel, it ain't real.", meaning that true chastity devices aren't made of leather or acrylic, but are metal and designed to be as inescapable as possible. Personally, I want one of the metal devices more for comfort than for security, and could care less about being part of some "club". Because the metal devices are more durable, the rings can be thinner, which will allow for a more comfortable fit than the acrylic which needs to be thicker for strength.

Saturday, August 2nd 2014

02 August 2014 CB-6000s Five days in the cage (longest thus far has been 8)and 9 since my last release. The physical pressure that has built up is pretty amazing (especially in the mornings. Much of which I attribute to being a stomach sleeper.). I haven't gone this long without taking matters into my own hands since I was fifteen. I am currently in the third ring of the five ring set, graduating down as things stretch and become loose enough to pull through the cage. I plan to stay on top of it to keep from pulling through as the pain associated with it has grown more intense each time. I can't really speak to my mental or emotional state. I honestly don't see much of a change there. There is the frustration associated with not being able to touch myself. What does seem to help is that so far she hasn't taken too much advantage of teasing and torturing me just yet. I'm looking forward to when she does, but perhaps she is still giving me an opportunity to grow accustomed to the cage before she does. Or maybe it's her that needs to grow accustomed to it?

Tuesday, July 29th 2014

Tuesday, July 29 2014 CB-6000s Yesterday morning I had an almost knee buckling pull through first thing in the morning. Happened as I was walking into work. For the first few hours, I remained uncaged. Lunchtime found me able to get back into my device, where I remained until I returned home. Last night after my shower, I fitted myself with the next ring size down and the longest pin. After a few minutes, I had almost forgotten that it was on. We'll see how it works out at work today. I have noticed that my mind is a lot quieter when it's on than it is when it isn't. And much more than before we began this journey/experiment.

Friday, July 18th 2014

18 July 2014 CB-6000s Early this week (Sunday or Monday) I noticed that I was getting incredibly itchy. I found it odd because I am very conscious of hygiene. We decided to remove the device to investigate the reason why. This is when I noticed a little bit of irritation on the shaft. A couple of days of rest were in order. Still don't know if the irritation was a reaction to the silicone lubricant, or if the area was just never permitted to dry properly since it had been eight straight days (sweating and showering). The new plan is to remove daily (the 6000s doesn't provide as much circulation as the Curve does) for hygiene purposes and then back in. I still love it when she puts the loc back on. I can't explain the feeling like I can with bondage. When I have been bound (really has been a long time), I feel vulnerable and helpless. Contrary to how that sounds, it is really quite comforting. I am allowed to focus on me, and not be the pointy end of the spear for a while. My unbound personality is the protector. The front line of defense. The one thing that stands between my family and whatever may cause them harm. When she puts the lock back into the cage and clicks it closed there is a feeling of suspense that goes with it. When am I going to be let out for release? Is there going to be a release? How am I going to be allowed to have that release? I find myself craving her touch or touching her more. She has never been a very touchy-feely kind of person, so most intimacy has been initiated by me over the years. I find that I don't look for sex so much as I do just touching her body or her touching mine. I do look forward to her doing something though.

Monday, July 7th 2014

Mon. 7 July 2014 CB-6000S Made an alteration to the setup sometime before the weekend. Had yet another pull through. This one really wasn't pleasant. Went down a size on the ring, and up one on the pin. Starting to really "fit" in the cage now. With the smaller ring, there is almost no movement at all. Honestly, now, I completely forget that it's there most of the time. I have found a couple of rough edges that I will be taking care of tonight. Maybe radius the inside of the ring a little. The edges are rounded, but the ring is wide and flat on the inside and the skin gets a little sticky, especially with the smaller ring.

Thursday, July 3rd 2014

Thurs, July 3 Had a little issue at work on Monday. Both boys slipped through the ring for some reason. Not entirely sure why. Once I got home from work, I showered and attempted to get back into the device. My wife suggested that we reset both timers at the same time. I have one set for duration of time spent in the chastity, and one for time between releases. Coincidentally, the longest time in thus far has been 5 days, with release being over seven. Yesterday while at work, I was very conscious of the device since I was paying very close attention to how things were fitting since the last pull through. She has allowed me a key in order to reapply in the event it is needed, and I have taken a smaller ring just in case, so that I can change out if need be.

Monday, June 30th 2014

Mon, June 30 We decided to remove the chastity for a shooting match I was participating in yesterday. Thought it might be a little difficult to explain if something were to have happened. Fortunately, I am happy to report that I came back from the match the same way I went, and no extra holes. When it came time for bed, we were both so wiped out from the days activities (she had hers, I had mine) that we passed out without reapplying the device. This morning, I woke up late, and didn't have time to. It has been a rather awkward day. Kind of amazing how quickly one can become so accustomed to something that seems so uncomfortable and abnormal, and lost without it. Now I wait. I have come home from work, showered, shaved and trimmed. 6:10pm The opportunity presented itself earlier than expected. The cage was replaced and she closed the lock. Once again giving her the control over my orgasms and erections. Feeling what has become a familiar pressure as I settle back into the cage I can actually say that my mind is coming to rest. Although the cage was off for the last two days, it has been one week since my last orgasm.

Thursday, June 26th 2014

June 26 2014 I thought I had mentioned it previously, but I don't seem to be able to find anything about it, so here goes. Saturday night, we ordered the 6000s and the "Points of Intrigue". Today, they came in. After getting cleaned up from work, I experimented with the points before the smaller cage. I think those things may be more fun than I had previously thought. Now for the cage portion. It is small. Considerably so compared to the Curve. It does require a little more finesse to get in to, but not terribly difficult either. Once on, it will take a few minutes for everything to settle out. The cage diameter is smaller than the other, as well as the length. So, it is tighter in every aspect. So, after my shower and drying off, we immediately put the 6000s to use same configuration as with the Curve (large ring, medium pin). A couple of brief trips into town and the first problem popped up... or I should say out. The second did the same thing when I got home. A setup change was in order. Large ring, 6000s, and the short pin. Thus far, that seems to be the right setup. Now, off to work.

Tuesday, June 24th 2014

Day 7 June 24 2014 From this point on, I don't suspect that I will be doing a daily update. I figure the acclimation period is pretty much over. I have become relatively comfortable with the device in place. Still some pinching from time to time, but I figure it is to be expected considering that my intimate parts are encased in acrylic. I have done a lot of reading and research from others who have gone before me, and have taken to much of their advice. Some of it I have wound up discarding. For instance : some guys make note of underwear choice. Boxer-briefs being the consensus as to the greatest in comfort and support. I tried this for several days. Personally, I have found going sans to be the best method for me. I understand the principal of the support and keeping things from moving around, but I have found letting the unit hang in a more natural way to be the most comfortable and with the least amount of pinching. Mentally, I haven't seen much in the way of change. Emotionally, nothing is really different. Perhaps as time goes on, and duration between release is increased, these things will change. I must pay attention. I do miss mastubration as a sexual release or as a way to pass time. The last couple of times has been to simply become flaccid in order to get back into the cage. This is just another one of those things that I'm sure will pass with time.

Monday, June 23rd 2014

Day 6 June 23 2014 Let's reset the clock. I am now one full day in... Again. Hopes are that I can manage to be in for as long as she sees fit... I may have mentioned this yesterday, but I have changed the setup slightly. I used the mid length pin when we put it all back together. It was definitely the right choice.

Sunday, June 22nd 2014

Day 5 June 22 2014 This should be a short update. The only thing I can think of worth mentioning for now is a slight change in the configuration. I decided to use a slightly longer locking pin and spacer. A world of difference. Much less pinching and I can imagine a lot less chafing. We'll have to see as the day progresses. Alright, holy SHIT!! Earlier in the day, I sent her a text saying that I wanted to get her home and fuck (we were around a bunch of kids). Well, we did. After the kids went to bed, she had me lick her until she was ready. Then we pounded until I came. She instructed me to clean up and get back into my cage, then finish her off. My jaw is still sore.

Saturday, June 21st 2014

Day 4 June 21 2014 Last night (or more appropriately, really early this morning) ended with a great fan fare. With a little influence from an outside source, she was a little frisky last night, and there was some teasing. A guy friend of hers wanted to see the cage. It's not often I am included in her play. Sometimes, I'm not in the mood when she is "prompted" to include me (usually because I am cranky from a lack of one on one attention that I have been craving for a while), but when I am included, I usually enjoy myself. Last night/this morning was no exception. The play was pretty intense which involved her trying to ride the cage as well as grinding on it with her clit. Even though the cage is to big, I wasn't permitted to achieve a full erection at all. I stayed in kind of a half way between hard and flaccid. Then the call was interrupted. His girlfriend walked in while he was watching the whole thing over video chat. While we were waiting to see if he would come back or not, we continued to experiment. I have read in some places where guys have pulled out of the cage portion to masturbate. Out of pure curiosity, I decided to try. With a little struggle I was able to. That is something that I feel certain would be excruciating if the "Points of Intrigue" had been in place. Now, this is where things get interesting. I was erect... Hard... A little thicker and longer. She allowed me to jerk off in order to be able to get back into my cage sooner. As soon as I touched myself I found out that I was incredibly raw. A combination of the shaving and the jerking she did when I was still caged had rubbed my shaft raw. She allowed me to go without my cage for the night to heal. I went most of the day without the cage for a couple of reasons. One was to heal. The other was to measure for the proper length cage. Once we measured, we went to the CB website and ordered the 6000s and the "Points". Really looking forward to this package to arrive.

Friday, June 20th 2014

Day 3 June 20 2014 I must have slept on it wrong last night, because when I woke up this morning, man!...was the back of my scrotum sore. A wash of the area and a healthy application of silicone lubricant later, and things are feeling MUCH better. A challenge was afforded me last night. If I were able to get her off orally, I would be released long enough to jerk off. Now I know my brides body chemistry pretty well, and considering how close she is to her monthly visit, and how screwy her how her hormones get, I wasn't holding out much hope. I wasn't disappointed. Looks like it might be another week. Did have a related dream last night. She started to tease me a little, then decided that with the device in the way, she was having no fun. She looked at me and said "I'm going to let you out so I can play, your hands must be tied so that you can't touch yourself." After a little bit of play time, she looked me back up and went to bed. Of course, I didn't get to get off at all. Spent roughly 25 minutes out of the device for cleaning and a shave. The moment her fingernails touched that bit of skin to remove the lock was intense. I could feel an erection coming on and had to fight back the urge. In the shower, between the heat of the water, and the direct jets of water hitting an area of my body that hasn't been touched for two days was stimulating to say the least. Soaping up for the shave was also quite arousing. I did avoid excessive messing around in that area, and chose to stick to the task at hand. Once out of my shower it was a quick touch up shave, dry off the device and reapply with the necessary lubrication. As she replaced the lock her fingernails grazed my skin once again. I'm just glad I already had everything together, because there would have been one hell of a fight to get it on after that. As for getting around: bending, crouching, sitting, shifting gears and walking (to some degree) is definitely more measured. Not paying attention to where it (the device, and in turn, your junk) is, can result in a moment of attention getting discomfort. Otherwise, after a couple of hours you almost forget you have it on at all. Mind you, the CB series of chastity devices are acrylic, and therefore rather lightweight, it stands to reason that it could be forgotten if not for the bulk of it all. Really starting to ponder the Jailbird. I have read raving reviews of that unit for some time now. Another thing that I have given some consideration is getting CB's "Points of Intrigue". Little spikey things that work in conjunction with the device to discourage the wearer from attempting to pull out of the cage, or to reinsert later. I have no intention to pull out, but rather interested in experiencing the sensations associated with their employment. As of this moment, I am actually enjoying this whole locked up in chastity thing. Of course, it HAS only been a couple of days, and there hasn't been any play of any sort that may influence a change of heart either. I can only hope that if I do decide to want out, that she be strong willed enough to deny me.

Thursday, June 19th 2014

Day : 2.
June 19 2014

The lock still remains closed. It has been two days since I last masturbated. Normally in a weeks time I will have masturbated about three or four times. This is Thursday, and I have only done it twice this week. No telling when I will again. She has not indicated when she will let me out, or for how long. At this point, I really haven't thought much about it. So far, I haven't experienced any real issues with stimulation and discomfort. Could be due in part with the large size of the cage, and that I don't get a hard on whenever the wind blows. Truth be told, I don't often get erect when giving my wife oral. Not that I'm not turned on by it, because I am. It's more mentally stimulating for me to be in that position. I could honestly stay there for hours and be quite content. One other thing I noticed yesterday, is my choice of underwear was wrong for the environment I work in. Being hot and sweaty is not where you want to wear a spandex based undergarment... Especially when you have to take them down anytime you go to the restroom. Another thing I have learned about lubricating the area : lube up areas that MIGHT become in contact. Nothing really different from yesterday so far, regarding difficulty wearing the cage and ring. A little more information regarding the unit itself : I am using the largest ring with the shortest pin. It is a comfortable set up for everyday wear. I know that the cage is too big, but I have no fear of slipping out, although there are times where I feel like I am. The Curve is the largest of the CB lineup with the 6000s being the smallest. Looking at myself in the Curve, I feel that the 6000s might be too small, but other reports I have heard, many guys feel that is a great setup. I can almost fill the Curve on a regular basis, but there is still a considerable gap. I may choose the 3000 as a compromise. I will have to discuss it with my bride. By day end, I had experienced no unexpected discomfort. We have now completed day two.

Wednesday, June 18th 2014

Day : 1
Wed, June 18th 2014
Device : CB-Curve

I have played with the device for a few days prior to today, and have found no real discomfort when wearing it. Today, however, I feel like is a real test of the device and my stamina while wearing it. Per manufacturers recommendation, I placed the unit on last night with a quality silicone lubricant. My bride closed the lock as we went to bed. Being on my feet all day in a large production facility has proven to be physically exhaustive, but thus far, no other complications. A couple of things to note : the Curve is meant for someone rather large. Unfortunately, I am not one of those people. Coincidentally, there is a lot of movement. I would like to get one of the smaller cages to limit the amount of movement. Prior to leaving for work this morning, I reapplied the silicone lubricant instead of a lotion or cream. Perhaps tonight after my shower I will use lotion. ------- Noon. Sitting down for lunch. A little discomfort on the back of the scrotum. Nothing terrible, but I will make certain to lubricate the area better tomorrow. Not something I am terribly surprised by though as I noticed a little irritation there during my brief experimentation. Bedtime. Thoughts on the day : In general, nothing worse than I had experienced in the brief time I had played with the device. A little pinching and pulling in the areas I had experienced. Now that I expect them, I should be able to take care of that before it happens again.